I never followed Dylan Wheeler of Educating Liberals.  I’m not on Twitter, and to be honest, I don’t really follow anyone.  But his recent turnaround has exposed a lot of things.  Here’s what I’ve learned…

If people are really seeking truth, they won’t be mad at Dylan.  Dylan’s a truth seeker. 

A couple months ago I was evaluating some information in a post when I heard the Spirit speak.  He said, “You can have your facts right and still reach the wrong conclusions.”  I think that’s wisdom we can all learn from. 

Dylan has looked at some of the same facts others have and has come to some different conclusions.  [Though I would argue David Armstrong’s recording is not fact.]  So what are we mad at?  That Dylan doesn’t believe like we do?  Uh oh.  Who do we sound like now?

I moderately follow Q and I support POTUS.  But I don’t require that you do to know me or talk with me.  You don’t have to believe like I do.  America is still free for a little longer. 

No, in the spirit of truth seeking, people should be allowed to draw their own conclusions from the truths they are finding.  That’s part of the process of learning and growth.  It doesn’t mean they’ve drawn the correct conclusions, but I should be able to allow others that freedom without draconian judgments from me.

Also, it doesn’t mean they won’t change their minds as new data is discovered.  Let’s just say that Dylan reached some wrong conclusions about Q or President Trump.  In the spirit of freedom and truth, what’s the best reaction?  Our reactions say more about us than they do about Dylan.

Do I want intellectual freedom?  Absolutely.  Do I want you to have it?  Or do I only want you to have it if you believe like I do?  For the sake of integrity we should be asking ourselves these questions.

If people are seeking God, they won’t be mad at Dylan.  Dylan is a God-seeker.

Dylan fell under conviction of where his focus should be.  His interpretation and understanding of some scriptures caused him to make some abrupt 180 turns.  He made some very bold statements and followed them up with his actions.  I actually admire that.

In a western society where most of the people I’ve seen under the label of Christian are spineless with little to no practical conviction, I can get behind someone who makes a radical stand for his faith.

I happen to have not reached the same conclusions as Dylan.  My understanding of Scripture and my application of current events toward those Scriptures do not align with Dylan’s.  But I can understand from his explanations why he has reached those conclusions, and he has the freedom to walk out his own faith. 

If people believe we should be free to think for ourselves, they won’t be mad at Dylan.  Dylan questions the narrative.

That’s the irony of this whole truther/patriot movement to me.  People have been lied to and deceived for most of their lives.  When we come to the revelation we’ve been deceived, there’s a process we go through to begin to free ourselves from the deceptions we’re in bondage to.  Part of that process is to question everything.  Everything. 

Yet in this movement if someone comes out with questions that conflict the truther narratives, they come under attack from fellow truthers.  Apparently you can question the narrative when it’s the enemy’s narrative, but you can’t when it’s the counter-narrative.  Can you see how dangerous this mindset is?

Our response says more about ourselves than the other person

These are some of the things that bother me about the Dylan Wheeler responses in the truther movement.  As a believer, I should not put my total faith or trust in anyone before Christ.  That’s how I get deceived.  That’s how the enemy can get in.  If you’re asking me to check my cognitive processing at the foot of your truther spokesperson, you are just as guilty of deception as the last person.  Here’s a little secret:  no one has all the truth.  We’re all in the process of learning.  Q is not infallible.  President Trump is not infallible.  But I know someone who is, and He never changes.

I have not reached the same conclusions as Dylan Wheeler, and I can expound on that in a separate article if there’s interest.  But I have been dismayed and discouraged by the people who have come out in droves to ridicule, scorn, and even verbally abuse him.  We’re no better than those we’re contesting if that’s our stance. 

“Where We Go One We Go All” is a profound motto.  It’s the essence of unity in diversity.  Diverse thoughts should not be feared.  If there are concerns about Dylan Wheeler’s new direction, the team player will come alongside and listen to the concerns Dylan has laid out.  Then they will bring counterpoints to the points of conflict, in an effort to move to common ground and hone the pursuit of truth into reaching correct conclusions.  Attacking the person is Liberal Practices 101.  In contrast, evaluating the data and trying to reconcile differences is the spirit of love and maturity.

God’s Plan, not Man’s

Lastly, if I have learned anything in this past decade, I have learned God is more concerned with the character of man than his success.  The Spirit asked me one day, “would you rather be popular or wise?”  It’s interesting to me it was an either-or and not a both-and.  The wise of this world are not generally popular. 

I’d rather be wise.  Wisdom is a crown and brings honor to God.  Popularity is fickle and fleeting and demanding and…   In the past decade that I’ve been paying attention, I have noticed a ramping up of exposing the heart of man.  All that we go through and are going through is merely an exercise in developing our character. 

Kamala Harris was just nominated as Biden’s vice-president.  That’s quite laughable to me, and there are no less than a hundred absurd things about this whole scenario.  Yet someone posted on social media a prophecy about Kamala.  I was immediately annoyed by it and tried to dismiss it.  I don’t know the person who prophesied it – whether he’s legitimate or a kook or what.  But I had to check my heart.

Here’s the prophecy:

Now I’m not saying this is a true prophecy.  I’ve never heard of this guy, don’t know him, don’t follow him.  BUT what if it is true?  What if God has a calling on Kamala Harris’s life that the devil has waylaid?  That would be a real Saul/Paul conversion.  I’ve heard she comes from a long line of Eastern Star allegiances and her sister was in the Podesta emails for a Hillary Pizza Party.  She literally dwells in the lair of the dragon.  What if she encounters God and embraces His call on her life?  Isn’t that the better picture?

I just want to pause a moment in the insanity of a globalist takeover through a virus, in an election year with American’s Liberties on the line, in the chaos of rioting and broken cities, to pause and seek the heart of God. 

What if we’re getting lost in the details?  What if the events of Our World 2020 are catalysts for our hearts to be refined for our Creator? 

Yes, I think Dylan Wheeler has reached some wrong conclusions.  Yes, I think Kamala Harris is a Deep State Swamp creature.  But what does God think?  What if these events being brought to our attention are just as much about exposing our own hearts?  What if they’re to show the hypocrisy of our own thinking?  We profess to be about love and grace and mercy, but we’re really filled with judgment and hatred and discord. 

What if in my pursuit of justice I abandon grace?   Heaven forbid! 

And because lawlessness will be increased, the love of many will grow cold. Matthew 24:12 [ESV]

The depravity of man actually hardens the heart of man.  It is a concerted effort to posture ourselves to pursue the heart of God.  We think we know.  What if we’re wrong? 

Yes.  I vehemently encourage the pursuit of justice and the diligent protection of liberty.  Let’s be just as fervent to walk in grace and love, leaving room for the Spirit of God to move on hearts for the glory of His Name.   

“I have sworn upon the altar of God eternal hostility against every form of tyranny over the mind of man.”  Thomas Jefferson to Dr. Benjamin Rush – Monticello, Sep. 23, 1800

I have an aversion to tyranny.  And to be clear, by tyranny I mean an oppressive person(s) or government who exercises oppressive rule and control.  Excessive control is contradictory to the nature of freedom.  And I really value freedom.  Speaking of which, what is freedom really?

Look at all the definitions Encarta provides for freedom and tell me which one(s) should not be available to an American (or any human for that matter):

• Ability to act freely – a state in which somebody is able to act and live as he or she chooses, without being subject to any undue restraints or restrictions
• Release from captivity or slavery – release or rescue from being physically bound or from being confined, enslaved, captured or imprisoned
• Country’s right to self-rule – without interference from, or domination by, another country or power
• Right to act or speak freely – without restriction, interference or fear
• Ease of movement – the ability to move easily without being limited by something
• Right to occupy place – the right to use or occupy a place and treat it as your own
• Frankness – openness and friendliness in speech or behavior

America is either a free country or it is not.  My personal observation is that it is free in theory but not in application.  We are not able to act freely in America (within moral bounds).  There are places you cannot gather rain water on your own property.  There are places you cannot make your own choices for food, medicine, or decisions for your child.  In fact, you cannot even operate your own personal property (vehicle) in freedom of choice for seat restraints.  [Which is a gross violation of “freedom” that practically everyone has submitted to.]

In fact, freedom of speech is under fierce attack in America today.  You’d think we were living in Russia or China, the way people are being fired for their personal opinions not even expressed on their job.  Voices that contradict a mainstream narrative are being silenced by the hundreds or even thousands.  That is not freedom of speech or expression.  That is not the ability to be frank and open.

Every doctor or nurse’s voice who has countered the narrative about Covid has been repressed, removed or silenced.  This is not a “free country” when this happens in America.  I should have the freedom to hear voices of dissent as well as speak a voice of dissent.  You are taking away my freedom to evaluate information with my own brain when you silence voices of dissent.  You have not only violated the freedom of speech and expression for the speaker, you have also violated the freedom for the listener.  These are gross violations that are being violated daily here in Amerika. 

What is the end of such policies and actions?  Where is this going?  If employers can fire an employee because of something he believes and expresses outside of work, what message are we really sending?  Message:  You do not have the freedom of independent thought if it contradicts my own thoughts.  Is that freedom?  Is that even fair or just?

Gleanings from personal experience

A lot of you know I was raised by a tyrant.  There was no deviation from my mother’s rules, and the rules were absolute control.  It wasn’t just a list of rules I was to perfectly follow, it encompassed facial expression, body language, attitude, and even thought.  If I dared to make a mistake or break a rule (many of which were unspoken), I must also answer for my thoughts in that process.  I was punished not only for what I did or didn’t do, but also for how I thought in the process.

I read George Orwell’s 1984 with discomfort.  The Thought Police was too close to home for me.  For most, that was probably fiction.  It was not fiction for me.

[Please don’t write me to express sympathy for this.   I am healed, recovered and whole now, all praise to God.  I just use these examples for examples because I’m keenly familiar with them.]

There was the time I had disobeyed my mother or in some way broken a rule.  After being confronted with the error of my ways, my mother demanded an accounting of why I did such.  I told her why I did what I did.  She disagreed with me, accused me of lying, and made me sit on a stool in the kitchen until I was ready to confess “why” (thoughts) I did what I did.  I was weary of this game of having to admit to thoughts that were not my own, but were instead my mother’s assumptions about me.  While it was easier just to tell her what she wanted to hear, I determined this time I would speak the truth as I knew it and let the chips fall.

I think I was eleven or twelve years old. 

I sat on that stool for literal hours.  About every half hour or hour, my mother would walk up to me and ask me if I was ready to tell her why I did what I did.  I would reply, “I did tell you, but you choose to believe what you want to believe.”  She’d express her disgust and walk on.

The afternoon turned to evening and the family gathered in the same room for dinner, while I sat.  Evening turned to nightfall and one by one, members of my family went to bed.  After everyone had gone to bed and the house was dark, I resigned myself that I’d spend the night on the stool.

Sometime later my mother came in and asked me if I was ready to be “honest” now with my thoughts.  I gave the same reply, probably a bit wearier.  She told me to get my shoes on and get in the car.  When I got in the car she asked me again if I was ready to be “honest”.  I gave the same reply.  She said, “Fine.  I can’t deal with a liar so I’m taking you back.”  Back where?  I asked.  She said to a foster home, then drove to the end of the driveway.

I’ll never forget those moments driving down the driveway.  An internal war raged in me.  I did not want to go to a foster home.  I did not want to leave at all.  I just wanted to go to bed and live my life.  Was this stand for truth worth my abandonment and rejection?  Where would this end?  If I didn’t “confess” to her will, would I then be an orphan, again?

We reached the end of the driveway and my mother idled the car there.  We were in the rural countryside in the middle of the night.  There were no cars coming.  She turned to me and asked again, “Why did you do it?”  I don’t know how long I paused before I answered but it felt like forever.  If I stood my ground and refused to be intimidated, I’d be an orphan.  If I lied to acquiesce my mother, I’d be a fraud but I’d still have a home.  I took a deep breath and told her what I knew she wanted to hear (we’d been down this road a few other times).  She said, “Was that so hard?”  Put the car in reverse and we went back home. 

I’ve always wished I had called her bluff.  Would she have really taken me “back” and abandoned me?  She might have.  There are plenty of examples that indicate she would. 

My literal existence for thirteen years in that home was a fight for freedom.  Freedom to think independently, freedom to speak and express myself, freedom to act according to my own convictions.  Every step of the way was a battle for my freedom, and it cost me dearly.  I was eventually disowned, and that story is too long to tell.  It hinged on my willingness to submit to more tyranny.  This time I was sixteen years old and resisted.  My consequence was becoming an orphan, again.

Why I don’t wear a mask, in a state the government has mandated I wear one

Because I am healthy and well.  I have no fear of disease, and I carry no disease.  I will not infect someone with something I do not have, and I do not fear getting it from someone who does. 

Because I have done my own research and reached my own convictions.  I have reinforced my immune system with the knowledge I have obtained.  No one has provided evidence the disease is transmittable by contagion.  What I have learned about covid contradicts what the government is telling me.

Because I have an aversion to tyranny.  My “ruler” (Dictator Governor Laura Kelly) has not convinced me the threat is worth the restriction on my freedom to move and make my own decisions about my health.  My experience has taught me that undue restrictions on freedom lead to further restrictions on freedom. 

Because my allegiance is to God first.  As John Hancock said at the Provincial Congress, Resolution to Massachusetts Bay, in October 1774:  “Resistance to tyranny becomes the Christian and social duty of each individual. Continue steadfast and, with a proper sense of your dependence on God, nobly defend those rights which heaven gave, and no man ought to take from us.”  My dependence is on God, not a mask, not a government, not a “health” agency.  I understand the rights heaven has given me and that no man ought to take from me.  Therefore I exercise my rights in the face of tyranny.

Because wearing a mask symbolizes a lie to me.  And I have sworn I would not knowingly propagate a lie for the assurance of the tyrant ever again. 

[The follow up to my last article can be found here.]

[What a boring title, sorry!]

This article is for anybody but it won’t be for everybody.  I offer the same disclaimer:  these are my thoughts and convictions based on my personal beliefs.  This is in no way medical advice.

Some Definitions, for clarity

A plague, by dictionary definition is “an epidemic disease that spreads rapidly through a population, killing a great many people, or an outbreak of such a disease” [Encarta].  Yet a plague by Biblical definition is “a blow, a spot, an infliction” [Strong’s #5061] in the Old Testament, or “a stroke, a wound – figuratively a calamity” [Strong’s #4127], in the New Testament.

A pestilence by dictionary definition is “an epidemic of a highly contagious or infectious disease” [Encarta].  By Biblical definition it is “the sense of destroying” [Strong’s #1698] in the Old Testament and “a plague” [Strong’s 3061] in the New Testament.

Just a couple more, because I really want you to see something…

You’ll find plague(s) in the old testament 94 times, but in the new testament, you’ll only find it fourteen times.  I want you to pay attention where they’re used:  twice in Mark 3:10 and Luke 7:31 with a different definition than what we’re looking at.  (Here they are the word “mastix” [Strong’s #3148] which means “a whip, or figuratively a disease”.)  The other twelve times plague is used in the New Testament with the definition we’re talking about are in the book of Revelation. 

One more:  Pestilence can be found in the Old Testament 47 times (minus one for a variant translated the same).  It is found in the New Testament once:  Luke 21:11 in the Olivet Discourse.  (plus a second time in Acts 24:5 when Paul is called a pestilent)

Context

It’s interesting to me you don’t find the words plague(s) and pestilence in the New Testament under any context other than the judgment of God.  (In fact, for the most part, the context of those words in the Old Testament is also within the judgment of God.) 

Pestilence is only used in the Olivet discourse (as signs of the times of judgment):

Luke 21:10-11  (KJV)

Then said he unto them, “Nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: And great earthquakes shall be in divers [several, many] places, and famines, and pestilences; and fearful sights and great signs shall there be from heaven.”

And plague(s) is only used in the book of Revelation, too many to write out here, so I’ll list them: 

Revelation 9:18, 20

11:6,

15:1, 6, 8;

16:9, 21

18:4, 8

21:9

22:18.

Thus from a Biblical perspective, plagues and pestilences are the result of judgments of God.  Keep that in the back of your head while we switch gears for a moment.

Viral virus pandemics, the flu and such, mean your body needs to detoxify

We have learned that viral viruses are not contagious, in the sense they cannot be passed from one person to the next.  [Even if the media and the government are promoting this lie, it is not congruent with the science of a viral virus.  See my prior article for additional information.]  Yet viral viruses have caused many national and worldwide pandemics, or plagues. 

Knowing a viral virus is a product of my own body, and the simplified answer that getting a virus is a detoxification the body goes through, we can address our needs for health from the standpoint of two main things:  detoxifying the body, and reinforcing the immune system.

There are several angles we can take for detoxifying the body, and I highly recommend everyone look at them and find something(s) that works for them.  If you detoxify the body, or aide it in detoxifying, before a massive buildup of toxins, you can largely avoid things like the flu.  Water is my favorite solution.  Flood your body with water:  good, clean, filtered water.  Drink a lot of water to enable your body to flush toxins.  Sweat as much as possible to release toxins through your sweat glands.

Remove as many toxins from your environment as possible.  Avoid processed and GMO foods, cut sugar intake down drastically or completely remove it.  Pay attention to the air you breathe and the things that go into your body.  [Substances that are in many vaccines are actually toxic to the body.  Know your vaccine ingredients before getting one, so you can make an informed and educated decision.]

Consider a detox fast.  There are some very, very good ones available from a variety of sources.  They usually take three to five days, and include fresh juices, some herbs, and a lot of water.  The rule of thumb is to do a detox fast at the change of the seasons, so roughly four times a year.

Dr. Cowan explains that metals in the body are conductors for radiation poisoning that comes from the 5G, wifi routers, smart meters, etc. that negatively impact our body.  So detoxing for heavy metals in your system is also an excellent idea, and there are some very good ones online.

Another interesting data point:  fat cells especially stubborn around the mid-section can be indications of a toxic system.  One of fat cells functions is to protect the inner organs from toxins in the body.  So the body will produce excess fat cells to encapsulate the toxins, to prevent the toxins from being absorbed by vital organs.  This is also why when some people diet and begin dropping extra weight here, they will get flu like symptoms (headache, achiness, nausea, etc.).  The body loses the fat insulation around the toxins, and the toxins pollute the body while they’re trying to make their way out, making the host (you) sick until they are removed.  [There’s an excellent book about this called Toxic Fat, by Dr. Barry Sears.]

It’s always a good idea to strengthen the immune system.  A weakened immune system is the foundation for illness and disease.  Your immune system is located in your gut.  The bottom line is if your digestive system has issues, your immune system has issues.  Heal your gut and you’ll heal your body or be well on your way to heal it.  There are countless articles, books and resources for this.  If you need help pointing in a direction, shoot me an email.  Diet is the single most important factor to a healthy immune system. 

Back to those plagues and pestilences…

Arthur Firstenberg wrote “The Invisible Rainbow – A history of Electricity and Life”.  I can’t recommend this book enough.  If you can’t buy it, try to borrow it from a library, or you can read it free on Scribd.  If you just want the context of what I’m about to talk about, skip to chapter 7 titled “Acute Electrical Illness”. 

As Firstenberg charts the world history of influenza, we learn that it was named “influenza” because of this:

“It behaved unlike any other illness, was thought not to be contagious, and received its name because its comings and goings were said to be governed by the ‘influence’ of the stars.”

This may seem like the things of fables or legendary tales at first blush, but I’m suggesting it is profoundly and prophetically accurate. 

While Firstenberg diligently charts the historical outbreaks of influenza, he also painstakingly records the scientists, doctors, virologists and other experts of the times.  His 564-page book includes an over 200-page bibliography of sources.  Influenza, or flu, was very well known and accepted as not being contagious.  Firstenberg says plainly,

“It’s not that we don’t know enough about the influenza virus.  We know more than enough.  The microscopic virus associated with this disease has been so exhaustively studied that scientists know more about its tiny life cycle than about any other single microorganism.  But this has been a reason to ignore many unusual facts about this disease, including the fact that it is not contagious.”

R. Edgar Hope-Simpson, world renown authority on the epidemiology of influenza, after decades of work in the field, proposed the trigger for the flu “is connected to seasonal variations in solar radiation, and that it may be electromagnetic in nature.”

It’s a charted fact that three centuries of flu pandemics have fallen during peaks of solar magnetic activity.  There’s an impressive list of authorities in the field who connect the flu with sunspots and atmospheric activity, from Noah Webster (1799) to John Yeung (2006). 

Heinrich Schweich, in 1836:

“…observed that all physiological processes produce electricity, and proposed that an electrical disturbance of the atmosphere may prevent the body from discharging it.  He repeated the then common belief that the accumulation of electricity within the body causes the symptoms of influenza.  No one has yet disproven this.”

A fascinating historical fact is that there was a 150 year period of history there were no flu pandemics.  This aligned with the Maunder Minimum of 1645-1715.  During the Maunder Minimum there were no visible sunspots and no auroras.  Then in 1727, the recorded sunspots surpassed a hundred for the first time in over a century.  The very next year saw the arrival of a new flu pandemic, the first in almost 150 years.

Besides the obvious implications of the electromagnetic fields from the sun causing disruptions to the human biological systems, this further reinforces man-made electromagnetic field disruptions from man-made electric technology can easily be the source of these viral viruses we call the flu, whether it be H1N1, Victorian, or Corona. 

And while “…the wickedness of man was great on the earth, and … every intent of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually….”  [Gen 6:5], and while man is constantly messing with nature, mutating it, and creating horrible atrocities in petri dishes, the viral viruses like the flu are not engineered by man.  They are a product of the human body trying to heal itself.  Yet the source that creates the need for healing in one aspect is man:  in that man has manipulated electromagnetic fields (telegraphy, radio waves, cellular waves, microwaves, etc.) in our environment that disturb our own biological balance. 

But in another aspect, it is God.  The sun is still one area man cannot tamper with.

Which brings us back to the Biblical references to plagues and pestilences.  We find plague(s) and pestilence in the new testament only in the references concerning the judgments of God. 

Revelation 15 lays out the seven angels with the seven plagues.  Rev 15:1:

“And I saw another sign in heaven, great and marvelous, seven angels having the seven last plagues; for in them is filled up the wrath of God.”

Now look at this one in Revelation 16:8-9:

 And the fourth angel poured out his vial upon the sun; and power was given unto him to scorch men with fire.  And men were scorched with great heat, and blasphemed the name of God, which hath power over these plagues: and they repented not to give him glory.

Do you see what God uses to send the plague here?  Yes, the sun.  The sun was used to deliver a plague.  What could they connect the historic flu plagues (pandemics) to?  Solar activity.

Remember Luke 21:11?   “And great earthquakes shall be in divers [several, many] places, and famines, and pestilences; and fearful sights and great signs shall there be from heaven.”  (Just because we don’t recognize the application of the prophecies doesn’t mean they aren’t being fulfilled.)

What’s another word for heaven?  Sky.  While heaven can mean the abode for God, the same word can also mean sky.  [See Strong’s #3772]

There was a time I was diligently searching God for understanding of the times of prophecy.  At one point, He led me to these passages (my underscores):   

Rev 9:20-21 [NASU]

The rest of mankind, who were not killed by these plagues, did not repent of the works of their hands, so as not to worship demons, and the idols of gold and of silver and of brass and of stone and of wood, which can neither see nor hear nor walk; and they did not repent of their murders nor of their sorceries nor of their immorality nor of their thefts.

Rev 16:8-11  [NASU]

The fourth angel poured out his bowl upon the sun, and it was given to it to scorch men with fire.  Men were scorched with fierce heat; and they blasphemed the name of God who has the power over these plagues, and they did not repent so as to give Him glory.  

Then the fifth angel poured out his bowl on the throne of the beast, and his kingdom became darkened; and they gnawed their tongues because of pain, and they blasphemed the God of heaven because of their pains and their sores; and they did not repent of their deeds.

These passages depict judgments of God released upon humanity that humanity either didn’t recognize as God’s judgments, or did and turned a hard heart to.  Humanity is steeped in rebellion to God.  They do indeed blaspheme his name.  They do indeed worship things they make and things they do.  Humanity’s crimes are steeped in murder, drugs (sorceries), immorality, and stealing. 

God does indeed send plagues to challenge their rebellion.  He sends them on the just as well as the unjust, just like the rain.  He sends them to the earth.  But mankind on earth is not interested in submitting to the leadership of their Creator.  They do not repent.  Nor will the plagues, the bowls, the vials, the trumpets… until the final trumpet blows.

There’s a false understanding and/or teaching in the church that says that the judgments of God (in Revelation and other prophecies) are supposed to happen in a 3.5 or seven year window.  This is false.  These judgments are poured out throughout the acharit-hayamim, the Last Days.  That’s a two thousand year window.  The flu plagues can be traced back hundreds of years, and it’s only going to get worse now because we’re replicating the plagues God is sending through the sun by the works of our hands:  modern technology. 

My personal solution

Besides learning how the body really works, and how to take care of it nearest to its original design, besides detoxing and minimizing pollutants, and besides avoiding government and media propaganda, my greatest weapon for my health is seeking my Creator.

There is a serious lack of faith and understanding of the power of God and His provision.  Think of any safety device offered to man and tell me the common denominator for making it work.  (e.g. seat belt, bullet proof vest, helmet, Kevlar, goggles, etc.)  Application.  You have to put them on; you have to wear them properly.

There is no greater defense than the Blood of Christ.  Every need my body has, everything my soul needs, is provided in the shed Blood of Christ on Calvary.  Additionally, the power I need for my victory was provided at His Resurrection.  But if I don’t apply it, it’s as useless as the helmet on the shelf when I take the motorcycle ride, or the goggles in the drawer when I weld.

Studying and meditating on the Blood of Christ has brought me more healing than anything else, because I am learning how to apply it.  Studying and meditating on the victory of His Resurrection has granted me victory in my life more than anything else, because I am learning how to apply it. 

I memorized Psalm 91 years ago (and need to refresh it even now).  In verse six it tells me that I won’t fear the pestilence that walks in darkness.  And in verse ten it tells me no plague will come near my home.  Either I learn what that means and I stand on that promise, which I can only obtain by applying verses one and two, or I just talk about it and wish it worked for me. 

Over a decade ago the Lord showed me to claim the promise of Goshen for my home and my family.  (The plagues of God’s judgment do not apply to me in Goshen.)  My artistic daughter made me a Goshen sign that hangs outside our home, because it reminds me of the tools available to me who “dwells in the secret place of the Most High, and abides under the shadow of the Almighty.  I will say of the Lord He is my refuge and my fortress, my God in whom I trust.”

This is the greatest protection available to humanity, and the only lasting solution.

I want to address the current national crisis from a few different angles.  Today I’m going to address the purely physical, natural and/or medical side.  But first, disclaimers must be made:

DISCLAIMER:  I am not a medical doctor.  I have no medical training.  This is not medical advice.  I have more questions than answers, and the current beliefs I hold are purely my own and not meant in any way to advise any person.

Personal disclosure:  I am actually a very healthy individual, generally speaking.  I have not been to a doctor since I gave birth to my last child over twenty years ago – and that was with a midwife –  with the exception of spraining my ankle playing volleyball.  I do see a kinetic chiropractor a few times a year.  I can count the times I’ve had the flu in my whole life on one hand, and not with all of the fingers.  My personal philosophy leans toward whole health:  the body, mind, and spirit are interconnected and weakness in one area can manifest in another.  I have received supernatural healing from prayer and I have received natural healing from diet and whole foods.

I’m going to come at this sideways, so bear with me until we get righted down the path.  I will elucidate in a definitive manner, but please don’t just believe me.  Do your own research.  I will supply sources that allowed me to arrive at my conclusions.

Viral Infections

Infections can be viral, bacterial or parasitic.  In the case of our current national crisis, CoVid19, we’re discussing a viral infection.  Viruses have their own qualifiers, and that’s what I’ll be addressing here.  I don’t want this to be tedious to read, so I’m going to simplify terms.  Go ahead and study further to get the details I’m leaving out.

Viruses are a by-product of toxins in the body.  When the body is overloaded with poisons or toxins or something the body treats as toxic, it has to detoxify.  Poisoned cells want to cleanse themselves.  The body is magnificently designed, and is able to heal itself by its built-in immune system. 

I’m going to quote from Dr. Cowan’s excellent video:  “Viruses are simply excretions of a toxic cell. Viruses are pieces of DNA or RNA with a few other proteins. They butt out from the cell. They happen when the cell is poisoned. They are not the cause of anything. When the cell gets poisoned they try to purify themselves by excreting debris, which we call viruses.”

Those excretions are also sometimes called exosomes.  Exosomes act like vectors for the poison, toxin, or “debris”.  Viruses are created at a cellular level within the body.  They do not come from outside the body.  They need a host to transmit, and they cannot even transmit within the body (from one organ to another).  Moreover, viruses cannot transmit from one species to the other (like a bat to a human), with one exception:  injection. 

When the cells in your body get an excess amount of toxins that the body cannot cleanse, it has to dump them and you get symptoms identical to what they call the “flu”.  The body generally gets the flu at the changing of the hot to cold season.  Why?  Because the body is dumping the toxins that have been built up that it couldn’t process up until then.  The body is designed to heal itself. 

[One of my favorite overviews of this topic is by Tom Barnett here, and part two is here.]

In the Germ Theory Hoax series, the writer explains:

“…viruses are not the cause of disease and sickness. Béchamp attributed disease and sickness to a process of fermentation. Meaning that the conditions must be ideal in order for a mutation to happen, that we already have the necessary ingredients in our body for viruses to develop.

“The viruses are a cleaning mechanism for the body to rid the body of toxins. Vonderplanitz describes them as soap or a solvent to clean out the toxins. They are our friends, they are helping your body eliminate toxins in order to heal.”

I always thought it was weird that I don’t get the flu when those around me do.  It’s allegedly contagious.  Except that it’s not, if it’s viral, because you can’t get a viral infection from another person.  Viruses are not independent living organisms.  They can only replicate in a host, and that host has to be of the same as it is.  (It cannot transmit to different parts of the body.  It can’t jump from the stomach to the kidney, the lungs to the liver, etc.) 

A viral infection comes from your own body.  The flu is just a viral detoxification.  Your body senses the change of season (from warm to cold) and dumps the remaining toxins it hasn’t been able to rid itself of to prepare for the next.  You rarely get the flu in the summer because your body sweats more, releases more toxins.  You’ll see the flu season is pretty regular in the colder months and doesn’t even show up in the summer months.

When you realize that a virus is defined such because it’s the body shedding toxic cells, then you’ll realize that’s why antibiotics don’t work for a virus, and why some people get sicker than others, why some people die, and some people live. Some people shed these toxic cells in a way that they heal, and some people shed them in ways that overload the body with toxins and can be fatal.

I’m going to repeat this: a virus is not a bacteria or foreign invasion of the body. A virus is the act of the body shedding toxic cells. We think it’s an invasion because we’re sick, but we’re sick because our body is trying to heal itself from within.

The Scientific American describes it like this:

But what exactly is a “flu-related death”? How does the flu kill? The short and morbid answer is that in most cases the body kills itself by trying to heal itself. “Dying from the flu is not like dying from a bullet or a black widow spider bite,” says Amesh Adalja, an infectious disease physician at the Johns Hopkins University Center for Health Security. “The presence of the virus itself isn’t going to be what kills you. An infectious disease always has a complex interaction with its host.”

But if it’s not contagious, why do I catch it from people around me with it?

You don’t.  My husband, my kids, and even my friends have had the flu around me and I haven’t caught it.  But my kids have all “given” it to one another.  The best I can explain it is this way:

Is the menstrual cycle contagious?  Can I catch it from another female?  Of course not.  But when you put females in close proximity for an extended period of time, do you know what happens?  Their menstrual cycles line up.  The human body has an energy field that synchronizes with those in its field, which would be those you are nearest.  You know how bad moods can “rub off on one another”?  That’s a metaphysical phenomenon that affects the psyche.  Your energy fields can and do synchronize with those you are most closely connected to physically, mentally, and emotionally.  This synchronization is connected to our immune systems.  When our immune systems connect and one is dumping toxins, if the other body has similar waste, it synchronizes.

Virus identifiers

They identify a virus by its makeup:  its RNA, DNA and protein identifiers.  Then they name them:  H1N1, Victorian, Coronavirus, etc.  H and N are protein identifiers.  The Coronavirus has been around since the 1960s and was named such because of its crown-like shape under a microscope, though Avneendra Prasad, Consultant Pathologist at the Government of NCT of Delhi, India, said the first coronavirus was isolated in 1937. 

Prasad said, “The coronavirus genome is a single strand of RNA 32 kilobases long and is the largest known RNA virus genome.  Coronaviruses are also unusual in that they have the highest known frequency of recombination of any positive-strand RNA virus, promiscuously combining genetic information from different sources.  Coronaviruses are ubiquitous.”

Now think about that for a minute.  Coronaviruses exist everywhere.  Hmmm…..

If viruses are a byproduct of the human body, and they are made up of the parts of the cell that get poisoned and dumped out of the cell, and if every human body has such cells, this makes sense.  The coronavirus is just the particular identifier of the toxic dump from certain cells:  the cells related to the respiratory system.

I understand this to mean your body already has the coronavirus in it.  (It’s really just the waste product of the cells relative to your respiratory system.)  So when your cells are overburdened with toxins, they begin to flood your system with the “debris”, or the virus relative to that section:  coronavirus.  When our bodies get that overburdened by the toxins, we get sick.  The body is releasing the poisons from the cells.  We run a fever from a viral infection (poison dump in our system), we get nauseous, and if it’s the coronavirus, specifically our respiratory system is burdened:  we get a cold or cough, runny nose, etc.

Loss of Oxygen

What they were finding is some patients were dying even when on the ventilator.  This NYC – ER doctor, Dr. Cameron Kyle-Sidell, came out imploring medical responses be changed.  He said his patients were exhibiting systems more akin with elevation sickness than pneumonia.  He said the ventilators were actually doing more damage than good, and he implored a different procedure. 

It appeared the body was actually not getting enough oxygen, but not because the lungs were depleted, but because the oxygen in the blood cells were.  Ventilating patients for low blood oxygen was more damaging than helpful.

This amazing overview explains it like this, “The core point being, treating patients with the iron ions stripped from their hemoglobin (rendering it abnormally nonfunctional) with ventilator intubation is futile, unless you’re just hoping the patient’s immune system will work its magic in time. The root of the illness needs to be addressed.”

And the root, in simplest terms, is this:  The oxygen cells are unable to attach to the hemoglobin in an overload like this, causing serious oxygen deprivation to the cells, which if gone on long enough, begins to shut down all the organs.

Enter Hydroxychloroquine

This little drug works for malaria, which is actually a parasitical infection.  Malaria does almost the same thing to the cells as Covid19, but in a different manner.  It eats the hemoglobin.  The end game is to protect the hemoglobin so that the cells can get the oxygen it needs.  This drug does that, whether it be for malaria, or CoVid19.

In the case of malaria, hydroxychloroquine interferes with malaria’s ability to eat the hemoglobin.  So it doesn’t necessarily do anything but protect hemoglobin so that it can function correctly — which is what the body needs in the case of a severe covid19 case where the hemoglobin is hindered from receiving the oxygen. 

For an excellent breakdown of how this works, look at these articles:

• Laymen’s terms of how Covid19 affects the body and why Hydroxychloroquine works so effectively. 
• A different way of saying basically the same thing.
• The scientific breakdown, along with charts.  
• Chart breakdown of how these drugs work.
• Supplements that share a key pathway with hydroxychloroquine

Again, I’m not a doctor and I don’t want to get in too deep on matters I can’t adequately explain.  I’m just introducing some concepts that led me to my current hypothesis.  But the gist of this is hydroxychloroquine aides the body at protecting its hemoglobin from attack, which if caught soon enough, brings rapid healing (via detoxification and enabling oxygenating the hemoglobin) for Covid19 patients.

A Strange Coincidence

Now I don’t need to reinvent the wheel, because there’s plenty of data on the effects of 5G on the human body, and Marilyn Barnewall wrote a most excellent overview on this last week with great detail. 

So here are my few data points to add to that.  From the same video quoted above with Dr. Cowan:

“With every pandemic since 1918, there was a quantum leap in the electrification of the earth…. Whenever you expose any biological system to a new electromagnetic field, you poison it, you kill some, and the rest go into a kind of suspended animation.”

Enter 5G, where the radiation from the new electromagnetic field is multiplied by 300 times.  There is no way the human body will not have a reaction to this.  Some bodies will have a severe reaction, and others may not even be noticeable – at first.  One of the reports I heard said it can take up to six months for the body to overload from 5G’s impact on it.

Ace Halstead of Wyoming did an interesting breakdown of some indisputable numbers.  You can go to speedtest.net and pull up a map of the 5G networks implemented across the world.  Then you can take a heat map of covid19 cases, (there’s a good one here), and compare data.  It’s startling how these maps overlap.

Because the biggest outbreaks coincide with the most 5G towers, the knee jerk reaction is to say, “well of course!  That’s where the biggest population of people is.”  And that’s true, in America and Europe.  But it’s NOT true in India and the swath of nations north of India.  India has one of the largest populations and one of the lowest infection rates.  Likewise in Russia and Africa.  Compare the infections with 5G networks.  You’ll see in these regions the infections are disproportionately low, if not nonexistent.

[I just don’t have space here to break the 5G issue down better, but it’s so well covered other places.  Besides Marilyn’s article, this is one of my favorite breakdowns.]

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We’re electrical beings.  Every human cell carries a charge.  A most excellent overview of the way human cells are charged and create an electromagnetic field, by Dr. Stephanie Seneff, can be found here.  It’s worth the twelve minute investment, (though TedTalks has a disclaimer for her theory that she introduces around eight minutes).  Either way, the first eight minutes is proven science on how the human body is electrified, so to speak.

Lysosomes in the human cell must be acidic to do their job of clearing molecular debris.  The water around the cells are what either enables or prevents enabling an electric current that makes lysosomes able to remove molecular debris.  If the electrical circuit is not supplying enough protons, the lysosomes cannot do their job and the molecular debris gathers up (instead of being removed), creating disease – including infectious disease like coronavirus.  From her lecture:

5G displaces water in the human body, preventing the oxygen in the water cells (H2O) from adhering to the hemoglobin to bring oxygen to the cell.  When this happens, the body is literally starving for oxygen.  My conjecture is that simultaneously the lysosomes are hindered from receiving the protons the water is bringing to the cytoskeleton of the cell.  Because the lysosomes cannot do their job to remove molecular debris, that debris forms as coronavirus – by definition of its RNA and protein parts – toxifying the body.

To the degree a body has these toxins, is the degree of symptoms it presents.  A severely poisoned body with its hemoglobin hindered from getting oxygen to its blood cells results in a critical case of coronavirus (or covid19, which is just 2019s version of coronavirus).  Whereas a body with a stronger immune system is able to remove the toxic cells more effectively and shows less symptoms. 

My Hypothesis

What if this has everything to do with the immune system of a human being, and the interference through diet, water, air, and radiation fields in our daily lives?  What if our body detoxes regularly, and dumps the toxins when it’s overloaded and that is what causes our flu? 

When you start a Ketogenic diet, you immediately cut out all sugar and refined/processed foods.  They warn you that many people get the “keto flu” when they start.  I thought this was weird, but it makes perfect sense now when you realize what the “flu” really is:  detoxification of poisons in your body.  On a keto diet, the body drastically reduces the input of toxic substances, which enables it to begin to purge itself of the stored toxins.  This results in the exact same symptoms otherwise called flu.

As Marilyn’s article detailed, the increase of radiation and electromagnetic waves in the unseen air around us, causes a disturbance in our own electromagnetic fields.  Disturbances in our personal electromagnetic fields cause cellular detoxification of varying degree.  Historically, each increase in disturbance has caused nearly worldwide outbreaks of some sort of flu. 

With the knowledge that:

• viral viruses are not living entities; they must have a host
• coronavirus is ubiquitous; it exists in our bodies regularly as a part of the detoxing system of certain cells
• the human body has an electromagnetic field
• 5G interferes with the human electromagnetic field and displaces the water which causes the hemoglobin to be prevented from adhering to the oxygen and/or prevents the lysosomes from clearing molecular debris/toxins from the cells

I think the coronavirus is yes, another flu, in that it is the body’s defense to the toxins in it.  But this newer strain is harder because the assault against our immune system is more aggressive.  It’s not contagious, but it will roll out in waves because of the different factors that are causing and exacerbating it:  5G implementation, flu vaccines with live coronavirus in it, the varying diets, lifestyles and immune systems of people, etc.

We may indeed “flatten the curve” for this season, but as they continue to implement 5G there will be new waves of “infection” as the human body struggles to rid itself of an increase of toxins and a lack of oxygen simultaneously.  Wearing masks, gloves and social distancing is propaganda or ignorance or both.  Coronavirus is a byproduct of your own body and I can’t give it to you any more than you can give it to me (unless our bodies synchronize simultaneously for detoxing).  But because masses of people will get it in small windows of time, they will continue to promote the fear that it is highly contagious.

I’ll discuss the political aspects of covid19 in another article, and also an article on solutions.  Valuable resources are highlighted in the body of this article.  Click on the links. 

[I know there’s a lot of debate about covid19 being produced in a lab in Wuhan.  I’ve run out of time to address that here, so I’ll address it in a future article.  Just keep in mind Wuhan – the source of the covid19 outbreak – is also the first city to go completely 5G.]

Various outlets of internet media have been spending some time on the allegations that bonds are taken out in the name of American citizens via their social security numbers and invested in various markets.  This is being done unbeknown to the actual citizen.  Allegedly a significant amount of money (in the millions) is availed through your social security number.  Also allegedly, if one has the know-how, they can pay off their own mortgage and personal property debts through these bonds.

To understand this, visit the definition of “trafficking”.  I know there’s a current awakening to human, sex and slave trafficking, and that’s what our minds will first think of.  But “trafficking” simply means, “the exploitative movement of people across borders.”  So what this means is American citizens are being trafficked by their government for the purpose of exploiting their identity for financial gain.  Every. American. Citizen.  You.  Me.  Your child. Your neighbor.

The What

Bonds are created on American citizens when their birth certificates are registered.  When their SSN is issued, the citizens are trafficked.  Unlike human trafficking for the sex and slave industries, according to the experts, this trafficking of American citizens is done via paperwork, and it’s all linked to your SSN.  They say it’s set up through the banking and insurance systems.  These systems identify points in the marketplace where bonds can be created.

For example when the US wants to increase its money supply, what does it do?  It sells bonds, as does most every other nation around the world.  And, the story goes, when nations sell bonds some of them are being purchased by social security income.  Apparently securities and QSub numbers are assigned in this system, and the system is activated anytime there’s interaction in the system.  (banking, insurance, government… think:  every time a loan is applied for, a person enrolls in public school, applies for a driver’s license, transactions along this line)

Think of the dark web.  Most of the average citizen population doesn’t operate or conduct affairs on the dark web.  This is like that, only in the financial realm.

Oh, I forgot to mention, the money being exchanged in this bond system is used to create the funding for worldwide human trafficking.  We are being used to generate funds for truly nefarious agendas.

This is above my pay grade.  My mind struggles with understanding the financial world and its concepts, so I am in no way endorsing this or projecting any sort of expertise on this topic.  But if this be true, better equipped minds than my own can elucidate on it better than I.  This video is a good starting point.  It presents additional websites and links in the author’s comments under the video.  Another resource is here.  Some additional digs are here, here and here.

The How

I don’t want to talk about Social Security numbers and them being used to buy bonds for the government in this article, but it is what led me to dig in and understand if such a thing were true, HOW could it be true? 

This won’t be news to many of you, but the way it can be true is because of the corporation status of the United States.  That America has been incorporated is the HOW.  When the USA was converted to USA, Inc., its citizens became its property, so to speak.  The social security number its citizens are assigned give legal right for this corporation to apply numerical value to its citizens, and then to act in the interests of (no, not the citizens) the corporation.

The corporation status of America is what makes us, American citizens, no longer free and sovereign citizens, but property (or collateral) of the corporation.

Marilyn Barnewall wrote an excellent article in 2015 explaining this [here].  Make sure you also read part two.  Additionally, there are numerous other individuals over the decades who have been trumpeting this.  An internet search should produce dozens.  Two mind-altering sites I strongly recommend are the writings of Judge Anna von Reitz, and the Everyday Concerned Citizen.  [Just keep in mind the language will be foreign to ears conditioned to the present system.  These people are operating outside the matrix and speak as those outside of the matrix.]

In part two of Marilyn’s article, I learned so much about “colorable money” that I didn’t know.  When we allowed traitorous disgraceful wicked men to subvert our Constitution and enact a banking system that enslaved us, incorporating federal, state and local governments was one of the unfortunate results.  Pandora’s Box was opened and we have been reaping its reward ever since.

For simplicity, research these data points:

I have been dismayed, to put it mildly, at recent events in our judicial system.  Comey was found to be in violation of his duties and our Department of Justice declined to press charges.  And then we found out the Court is upholding their “deal” to protect the accomplices of Jeffrey Epstein.  Is there no justice in America?  I have grieved the state of our “justice” system for years and years now.  But revisiting Marilyn’s article helped me understand (maybe), a little of what is going on – particularly this part:

Remember the controversy about Lerner’s appearance before the Senate Committee before which she testified? “She can’t make a statement pronouncing her innocence and then declare her Fifth Amendment rights to avoid answering questions about her possible guilt! That’s against the law!” That’s what every constitutional law expert said… and had she been functioning under the Constitution, they would have been correct.

When she made her statement, she was wearing her corporate hat. When she declared her rights under the Constitution, she was wearing her constitutional hat. It is the best possible example I can give you about why they need to maintain their rights under BOTH the Constitution and the Corporations for which they work. The Constitution gives them protections from personal liability they would not otherwise have.

For example, why does the U.S. Internal Revenue Service need a DUNs number – unless it is incorporated? Looking at the above list of departments within the U.S. Government, does it give you any insight to how “they” get away with the VA scandal, Fast and Furious guns across the border, Benghazi, the IRS discrimination against conservative groups applying for tax exempt status? Relative to the law, corporations are governed by the Uniform Commercial Code (or the Law of the Seas – sometimes called Maritime Law). They have no obligation to protect anyone’s Constitutional rights when functioning under their corporate hats – and they keep the Constitutional hat available in case they get caught and need to declare their Constitutional rights to certain protections – like Lois Lerner’s use of the Fifth Amendment when she testified before Congress. Perhaps that explains the smirk on her face during that proceeding?

Now I’m not a lawyer, but I wish someone with expertise would answer these questions of how politicians can be committing crimes and not be accountable?  Is it a matter of being tried under corporate law instead of Constitutional law?  Could this be why even now justice is elusive?  When I consider the statistics of sealed indictments across the United States….

…are we dealing with more than just timing?  Is there an effort to get the necessary changes put in place to enable jurisdiction of our Constitution instead of the Corporation?  So that we don’t have more circus acts like the Lois Lerner hearing, the HRC Benghazi and email hearings, etc.?

John Singleton, in the youtube video linked in the seventh paragraph, explains it like this:

Think of our court system – and I’m talking about your small claims court, your criminal courts in your counties, your state’s – think of those as broker dealers for laundered and counterfeit securities for the banking system.  Your judge is a broker dealer for the banking system.  He’s not a judge.

He explains that our “justice” system is running under different rules than we understand.  He further explains that each court “transaction” facilitates more bond and money movement.  If you think it’s difficult for the average American citizen to obtain justice or fair trials, it’s because the court system has been redesigned for brokering deals for the banking system.  Singleton explains it in more detail in the video.  And jail is big money for this system; enormous amounts of money change hands with jail sentences.

Singleton said, “These criminals are not going to get prosecuted in the United States Court System – fed, state, it doesn’t matter – but they can be prosecuted under international law.”  Which tells us arresting and trying these criminals right now will not bring the justice the crimes warrant.  They need to be put under the jurisdiction of the Constitution, not the Corporation.

My question and assertion is this:  Because we’re in such a corrupt judicial system that is brokering deals for a “dark web” financial system, is it possible the two years of sealed indictments, the continual delays of arrests of clear crimes in DC, Hollywood, in big business, etc. is because President Trump and the White Hats (those NOT in the dark web system) are working to change the judicial system from corporate status back to Constitutional?  Otherwise, won’t we be dealing with the exact same miscarriage of true justice we’ve been experiencing for decades now?

Now I know not everyone is on the Q bandwagon, and that’s okay.  But for some of us straining to understand the real events behind the curtain, Q has shed light in some of the darkest places.  Consider this post of his, almost two years old now:

Now revisit the beginning paragraphs of this paper with these questions from Q in mind.  If indeed the United States Corporation has allotted its stifling corporate rules and laws upon its property (its citizens), this post makes a lot of sense.  Who does audit where the money actually goes???  Who does actually receive the money???  No one serving the Corporation seems to be accountable to the Constitution or its citizens. 

Now catch this next statement:  “The US taxpayer is funding the very people we are engaged in taking down.”

We are both the collateral and the depositors for the very system that is enslaving us.  No wonder Q asked, “feel sick yet?”

She was sixteen when she dropped out of school to marry.  They had three children together, but she was busy sleeping around during the marriage.  When she was pregnant with a son that wasn’t her husband’s, she gave it up in a private adoption.  When she got pregnant again with another son that was another different man’s than her husband, she gave it up for a private adoption as well.  Her husband got tired of her sleeping around and they divorced.

She got pregnant a couple years later but refrained from marrying the baby’s father, this time a girl.  She kept this girl, and then gave birth to another girl about a year later, from yet a different man.  Only this time she married a man (who wasn’t the girl’s father) the day before her daughter’s birth.  Two years later she gave birth to her eighth child, another son.  Two years later she was murdered; her body was pulled from a river with a light cord tied around her neck.

The remaining three children in her custody were taken from her when the youngest was just weeks old, because she didn’t come home from her night out.  She never got custody of them back.  They were placed in foster homes and eventually adopted out.

She had addictions that wouldn’t stop… Addictions to sex, alcohol, nicotine and drugs. 

She should have aborted the five children with five different dads.  Her life was a mess and scandal permeated each of their births.  Three of them would go through some of the foster care system, and we know how bad that can be.  Two of those three suffered abuses and traumas that would take decades to heal, and some of those wounds are still not healed.  The other one is serving a life sentence for a murder committed at eighteen years old.

While she was at it, she should have aborted the two boys born out of adultery.  Her husband refused to raise them.  It would have been justified.

…But it wasn’t legal until after her eighth was born. 

So these poor children had to suffer being born into this world with the deck stacked very much against them.  There would be grave consequences for at least three of those five. 

The burden of those unwanted children born in a ghastly untimely manner would take its toll on other people.  Other people would have to raise them.  Other people would have to clean up someone else’s mess.  Other people would fail these children and create even more obstacles for these children to overcome or be obliterated over.

What a mess.  This is why abortion should be legal.  No child should ever be unwanted.  No child should be subjected to some of the horrors these children saw and experienced. 

Just think, if abortion had been legal when this woman was busy whoring around, at least five lives would have been spared the consequences of abandonment, neglect, rejection and abuse.

In fact, I wouldn’t even be here.  I would have been spared literal decades of abuses, abandonment, rejection and trauma. 

For that woman was my mother.

And if I had never been born, which anyone with reason would understand why I should have been aborted, then three of the most beautiful people you will ever meet would never have been born either.

My first born is getting her doctorate at 22 years old.  She had her associate’s at 17, her master’s at 20, and will have her doctorate completed at 24.  She’s brilliant, inquisitive, compassionate and intensely ambitious at bringing help and bettering lives.  She has an avid hunger for learning and growing and applying what she has learned.  She is physically and inwardly beautiful.  She challenges ruts of thinking. She brings reason into a conversation, and light everywhere she goes.  She is a delight.

My second born is a whiz at computers, and can do complex math in his head.  He has rejected the status quo for his living standards in almost every way.  He thinks for himself, is fiercely loyal, and has the driest humor that leaves our family in stitches.  He is strong and protective, and has a deep desire to please his God.  He has keen gifts in the spiritual and mental categories, and is proficient with weapons, both physical and spiritual.  He was a promise to his dad, my husband, before he was in my womb. 

My third born is the firecracker.  She’s the one whose creative skills surpass those trained in art.  Her artwork, her eye for detail, her expression of emotion have made a name for her.  She is a gifted actress as well as beautiful enough to model.  She put herself through auto mechanic courses and works on cars, drives a motorcycle, and passed lifeguard certification with no training or prior swim instruction.  She is outspoken for women’s rights and equality and is a loud voice regarding crimes against women.  She is fiercely independent and beautifully wild.

If my mother had aborted me, four lives presently living would never have graced this earth – not to mention any lives they bring forth. 

If my mother had aborted one of her sons born in adultery, I would never have my best friend.  And his three sons, all strong, healthy, responsible young men, would not be here either.  So take out those two inconvenient and unwanted babies, and you lose six other lives along the way.

But anyone can see why it would have been “reasonable” for my mother’s babies to be aborted.  Scandalous, inconvenient, untimely, unwanted….

It’s all about “choice”, after all.

But how do we choose?  We can’t see the future.  We don’t know if today’s heartaches will turn into tomorrow’s joys.  We don’t know.  We’re finite, limited to time, making decisions based on what we know right now.  If we were honest, we’d know we really don’t know what’s best for us long-term based on our current circumstances.

Almost none of us can accurately predict what ten years from now is going to look like for us in our lives.  And death is so permanent. 

But if we were really being honest, when you cut past the lies and the deception of “pro-choice”, what you really have is idolatry.  People playing God.  We think we know best about what we want, or what we need.  We think we can project from our current state of mind into the tapestry of a full life, disregarding the temporary emotions and circumstances as temporary.  Instead we cast from our present condition and make decisions that have long-term implications, permanent repercussions, as though we are God. 

Do you know why Job is so profoundly poignant?  It’s not because he reflects both the light and the dark in a human heart.  It’s because we learn that all answers are found in God. 

Through no fault of his own, Job found his present circumstances appalling, a trial of such degree any human would want death as an alternative.  In the third chapter of Job we read Job’s words:

Job 3:3-4, 11  [NASU]

Let the day perish on which I was to be born, and the night which said, ‘A boy is conceived.’ May that day be darkness; let not God above care for it, nor light shine on it. Why did I not die at birth, come forth from the womb and expire?

This is a man whose current suffering and the trials before him make him wish he had never been born.  In fact, he calls the day he was born to be accursed (vs. 8).  Surely this is what the pro-choice movement centers on.  If our life circumstances are so dark, so painful, so full of fear and uncertainty or trauma and trial, we should not have to endure them.  We should be the masters of our own fate.  We should dictate the worth or unworthiness of a life, whether it’s our own or one we’ve been entrusted with. We should, in essence, be our own gods.  We should be the ones to make such calls.

And if the book of Job ended at chapter three, this may very well be the conclusions we could draw.

But it doesn’t end there.

No.  The waters get muddied by some poor counsel from Job’s friends, and Job’s personal lamentations.  But then, the Creator of life itself speaks.  And while you and I may think that God should look down in pity on Job, for the horrible circumstances and pain he finds himself in through no fault of his own, that is not God’s reaction at all!  No, God’s reactions are quite uncalculated to those of us looking for a warm fuzzy, or a tender, compassionate response.

God comes in a whirlwind and says this (Job 38:2-3), “Who is this that darkens counsel by words without knowledge?  Now gird up your loins like a man, and I will ask you…”  In other versions it says, “Now brace yourself like a man…”

Then Scripture records God’s words as asking Job about the intricacies of life, the origins of things, the sources of power, etc.  Not what you’d expect?  Me either.  But it is exactly what we need.

After a bit of this discourse, God then asks Job (40:2), “Will the faultfinder contend with the Almighty? Let him who reproves God answer it.”  The ancient Hebrew for that word we translated faultfinder actually means, “to grapple, to hold a controversy”, and the one who reproves means “to be right, correct, argue”.   So this is one who holds a controversy because they think they’re right.

This is the “pro-choice” movement in a nutshell.  They have contended they have the correct wisdom and understanding to make the choice for life based on their own understanding, based on their circumstances and feelings at the time.  They have made their own minds, wills and emotions their god.  They have contended with the author of life and determined they know better – that they are right.

Over fifty-five million American babies have been aborted since the Supreme Court made their ruling that it was “legal”.  We have indeed played God with life.  Almost five decades of innocent American lives have been sacrificed on the altar of idolatry, man playing God.  If you want to talk about a holocaust, this is it.

Job rightly answered God like this, “Behold, I am insignificant; what can I reply to You?  I lay my hand on my mouth.  Once I have spoken, and I will not answer; Even twice, and I will add nothing more.”

Job has clearly come to understand the error of his thinking.  And again, we may be tempted to think now God will reply in pity and compassion.  Yet God’s reply is this,

“Now gird up your loins like a man; I will ask you, and you instruct Me.  Will you really annul My judgment?  Will you condemn Me that you may be justified?  Or do you have an arm like God, and can you thunder with a voice like His?  Adorn yourself with eminence and dignity, and clothe yourself with honor and majesty.”

God tells Job AGAIN to brace himself!  He shows Job that his contention is an attempt to annul God’s judgment, and that Job’s condemnation of his difficult trials is an effort to justify himself.  Then He challenges Job to actually BE like God if he’s going to play God.  Go ahead and make the sun rise, and the tide come and go.  Go ahead and make sure the whole of life on earth is pulsing.  If you’re going to play God, then act in the power and majesty of God all the way. 

The problem with this is we simply cannot.  We do not understand that the baby in our womb that may encumber our lives with challenges and trials may be a part of a bigger picture we can’t see yet.  That baby may be the man or woman who becomes the surgeon or the teacher or the foster mom or the physicist or the gardener or the cook that changes someone else’s life, or a group of people’s destiny.  We’re not God.  We don’t know. 

At the end of God’s discourse with Job, Job said, “Therefore I have declared that which I did not understand, things too wonderful for me, which I did not know.”  When we determine whether a life should live or die according to our present feelings and life circumstances, we are acting in arrogance and ignorance and the cost is more than we can presently see. 

My mother made a lifetime of poor choices and put herself and others in painful situations.  But to say her children should have been killed rather than the pain and trials we have all endured, is to say our lives were meaningless and worthless.  Is that your place to say?  Was it her place to say?

It may very well be time our nation braced itself and got real with our idolatry and human sacrifices.

Whether Nic Pizzolatto’s screen writing for True Detective (an HBO drama) was meant to be based on true events or not is pretty irrelevant.  If you want a visual allegory of the scourge that has infected our justice systems, our law enforcement agencies, our religious institutions, our schools, and our society, take the time out and watch True Detective. 

For whatever reason, a percentage of the population just isn’t going to sit down and read books, testimonies, or even court transcripts of real events like the Franklin Scandal, Epstein Island, or even the NXIVM case – even though these are real cases that involve real people and corruption all the way to the highest office in the land. 

[I don’t condone the nudity and full sex portrayals of the series, (but such is the depravity of HBO after all).  It’s possible to fast forward through most of them and not miss anything important.]

Season One, which has eight episodes, tells the true story fictionalized of satanic worship and sacrifice in the echelons of religion and governmental agencies – though it classifies it as “voo-doo”.  Don’t watch it as a literal interpretation, but as an allegorical one – with starkly literal examples nonetheless. 

And don’t make the mistake of thinking it represents Christianity accurately, but do recognize it represents institutionalized religion shamefully accurately.  There are indeed people who lead in institutional religious settings who are involved in such evil actions as the Tuttle and Childress families in the show.  They hide behind their titles in their religious organizations and fool a naïve populace into thinking they are good or somehow upstanding – all the while leading lives of duplicity.  They have police and sheriff and judges and lawyers on their payrolls, and they get away with their heinous deeds, sometimes generation after generation.

Season One introduces us to two extremely flawed homicide detectives, Rust Cohle and Martin (Marty) Hart.  They are investigating a clearly ritualistic homicide of a young woman.  As their investigation unfolds, it leads to drug lords.  These drug lords are instrumental in administering drugs to the women and children they abduct and use for their atrocious rituals.  Rust gets the idea that other missing women and children may be victims of a similar fate, and begins to dig through missing persons files going back a decade or more.

What’s so shocking for those of us who have been reading and researching, ignoring the hyper-focused attempts of the entertainment industry and societal clamoring of distractions, is that this is actually true.  America (and really most of the world) has shocking numbers of missing persons.  Why?  Where are they?  Who is taking them?

Rust keeps a sketch book for a journal, and he sketches the evidence and symbols at the various crime scenes.  One of the symbols is the pedophilia symbol the pedophiles and traffickers use today and is on the FBI site for pedophile symbols. 

As Q says, symbolism will be their downfall.  These people have gotten a little too brazen and taken society’s silence as complicity.  Their pride and arrogance in their elite status as untouchable and unapprehend-able has emboldened them to flash their symbols in their merchandising, their music, their photos, their “brands”.  We can recognize it now and we’re not ignorant anymore.

In True Detective, Rust begins to connect dots that are circumstantial at first, and those dots indicate a lot of the missing children are missing within regions of these religious schools headed by the Tuttle ministries.  Quickly a task force headed by none other than appointees from this religious head (Mr. Tuttle himself) is appointed to oversee the investigation.  Why?  Because the fox must oversee the henhouse to keep the other foxes protected.

For those of us who have tumbled down the rabbit hole of satanic and cult worship and sacrifices, we know that this is happening and has been happening, even in our backyards, and yes in our churches.  We know children are abducted for the nefarious purposes of rituals.  The show depicts Saturnalia ceremonies, which is nothing more than satanic orgies with human sacrifices.  This is not fiction.  This and other “ceremonies” occur at appointed times, and sacrifices and other activities are required.  What is apparently not regarded is the pervasiveness of this.  These are not isolated cases.  These scenarios are replicated all over the land in fields and homes and churches.  There are literally thousands of testimonies of survivors of these rituals, but if you don’t look, I guess you don’t see…

When Rust gets too close to the truth confronting the religious head of the region, he is suspended from his job.  People in high positions don’t like their positions challenged.  The Franklin Scandal depicted this reality quite plainly.  Those truly intent on apprehending criminals and bringing justice are frequently the martyrs of justice in these United States of America.

Years pass by and Rust has done a lot of digging and is closing in on putting the picture together.  Marty finds the entire projection unbelievable.  He warns Rust that he sounds crazy and this whole possible scenario of a large group of cult worshippers stealing women and children to torture and sacrifice them in their rituals, a scenario that goes back decades and has been going on for decades, is just too conspiracy theorist crazy.  He implies that maybe Rust has created this scenario in his head and has dwelt on it so long he just believes it.  And Rust answers what every red-pilled truth seeker has had to answer as well. 

There’s a time when you lay out the scenario to the status quo.  You may choose a few people close to you at first, and gently introduce the data you’ve been learning.  But eventually, the truth cannot stay bottled up in you.  To paraphrase a prophet, it begins to burn in your bones.  And your findings and conclusions are questioned, even sometimes ridiculed as “crazy” or other terms. 

But we all have that moment we have to reckon inside of ourselves if what we’ve been learning is truth or not, if what we’re beginning to see and understand is just all in our heads, some wild imaginations with some circumstantial evidence…    In Season One, Episode 7, at the fifteen minute mark Rust answers this question to Marty like this, “I had my time when I wondered if this was all in my head.  That time passed.”

Now we know.  We know there are groups of deranged individuals who are abducting or hiring people to abduct women and children.  We know these people are in the upper echelons of religious organizations and government and law enforcement.  We know because too many people have died to expose it and too many people have survived it to expose it.  We can see it and we know and we echo Rust’s words at 22:15 of the same episode, “I won’t avert my eyes.  Not again.”

If you can’t stomach the real life testimonies of victims rescued from these scenarios, maybe watch the fictionalized account of it in True Detective.  It depicts reality.  And what is going on in Louisiana (in the show) is going on across this land.  The scourge of pedophilia, abduction, torture and human sacrifice has been covered up by generations of judges, police, religious leaders and otherwise ordinary citizens for decades. 

Rust and Marty closed in on one of the ring leaders and almost lost their lives.  Afterwards, Rust laid on the hospital bed and lamented, “We didn’t get them all.”  This is the lament of all of us who have been watching and waiting for the horrific crimes of political leaders, world leaders, religious leaders, community leaders, etc. to be exposed and brought to justice.

Marty responded, “And we ain’t gonna get them all.  That ain’t what kind of world it is.  But we got ours.” 

We don’t want to hear this.  We don’t want the evil to prevail.  We want justice for the victims.  We want the crimes exposed and penalized.  So we each, in whatever corner of this world we live in, we must each make effort to “get ours”.  We cannot avert our eyes anymore.  We cannot deafen our ears.  We must not harden our hearts because the wickedness is so wicked. 

Season One was made before Q hit the American scene, but it had strange parallels to the fight for justice that Q embodies.  In the last scene, Rust (an unbeliever and atheist), expounded on an experience he had as he thought he was dying, and it alluded back to the stars and the darkness of night.  Marty reminded him that the stars tell stories.  But Rust has had some time to think about things and he has concluded, “There’s just one story.  The oldest.”  Marty asked him, “What’s that?”  And Rust responded, “Light versus the dark.”

So I guess there’s even some truth in an HBO drama whose lead characters are an atheist and a Christian hypocrite.  The atheist (Rust) ends by telling the now disillusioned Christian (Marty), “You’re looking at it wrong.”  Marty asked, “How’s that?”  Rust replied, “Once there was only dark.  If you ask me, the light is winning.”

The atrocities in True Detective are real atrocities and crimes that happen all over our nation.  There are people in everyday AND high positions who are engaged in horrible crimes and they seem to be getting away with them.  But even in our weakness, our frailty, and with our character liabilities, we can choose to no longer avert our eyes and engage in this battle of light and darkness. 

There really are horrors that I hesitate to put into writing, for the very words that describe them are traumatic.  Spirit cooking, adenochrome, organ harvesting, cannibalism, snuff films and too many other things are being practiced by leading members of our government, our religious institutions, our entertainment industry, etc.  They are hidden (sometimes in plain sight), and they are despicable, heinous activities of the dark.  These activities are way more prevalent than you or I can imagine.  The NXIVM sex cult recruited women in deception and then bound them into sex slavery, even branding the women as property.  Hollywood, the music industry, politicians and other notables participated in this.  The second season of True Detective represented even more harsh and real realities and activities of darkness.  Just because it’s presented as theatrical fiction, doesn’t mean it’s not real.  It’s time we open our eyes and expose the darkness.